@coachmalagovind: Unfortunately I dont have a picture or video of this moment, I never used to be a person who had her cell on hand like I do now or security cameras round the house like some people do now. Just got home from work and picking up my son Sid from Daycare we were playing in our lounge together on the floor as I lay next to him I slowly fell asleep. I suddenly jolted awake in a panic to my baby staring at me with the sweetest but slightly scared wide eyes. and I made a promise to myself and him I'd never do that again. in 10 seconds the fear of something happening to him, us our home as I fell asleep was the most frightening feeling. the incredible guilt I felt like I was a bad mum, what was I teaching my son, having these strong medications just to survive. what hope and dreams and secret fears am I setting him up for. there is more to life that this. I want the happy memories of playing with my son. Not him playing and me watching from the sidelines, or the park bench or the couch or floor in this case. it when I decides medication and operation was not future. I decided to get real and really understand what was going on with me and how can I heal. Afterall if I cut my hand it would heal why not my butt? It was a long journey to healing figuring out what worked for me on my own I couldn't find another women who had gone through an experience like this, who understood the female body our hopes desires and fears and guilt as a Mum and healed to get her support. I became that woman to support you, you're not alone and together is better and faster! Join me on my FREE 3 day 1:1 challenge 13-15th July 2026. DM/comment Challenge to schedule in.

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