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al_varnyarz
sugarcane :
To my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore
2026-07-18 05:02:50
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eyap0t67676767
⃟ :
i fear that’s the point. we met the happiest version of ourselves because we experienced a love that made us feel seen, safe, and alive. when it ended, we met the complete opposite version too. maybe that’s the law of balance. we don’t get to feel that happy without a consequence. maybe every happiness asks for a price eventually. you don’t get the highest highs without risking the lowest lows. typ shi.
2026-07-17 17:25:33
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urlovecedrick
Cxde :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you😕😕
2026-07-16 11:57:12
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pootassiumm
chad :
ni hindi nga naging kami bes eh
2026-07-10 02:24:23
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oli_verxox
vero :
still grateful
2026-07-18 07:36:36
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wattassigmatism1
saint :
to my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.
2026-07-10 13:47:50
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arvikawai
rechelle :
biglang i deserve someone better on random friday ano
2026-07-17 17:14:39
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xcmelody_
melodyy :
miss ko na sha sobra, sana may mga araw na maalala nya na palagi ako nandon sakanya
2026-07-10 07:24:01
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rhaelliexxx
rhaelliexxx :
Oo, tas you will never ever find the same version of youself again after the breakup.
2026-07-15 16:13:32
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theywant_drei
￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you
2026-07-11 19:16:05
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thescorsese
thescorsese :
Nobody’s prepared for that random day
2026-07-10 09:19:51
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_theunknownz
saturn 𓇢𓆸 :
sa isang ordinaryong araw, walang paliwanag, nagtapos tayo hindi dahil may nag-loko, kundi dahil para sa ikakabuti na tin hindi ko lubos aalakain na ganito yung epekto nito saakin na-realize ko na, mas masaya pala sa piling mo, masaya pala kapag nanjan ka, masaya pala kapag tayong dalawa lang pero siguro, may mga bagay talaga sa buhay na tin na minsan hindi na kailangan ipagpatuloy pa, kasi alam mo na hindi na magiging maayos aaminin kong maayos naman na ako ngayon, pero naiisip pa rin kita hindi na ako babalik, maging masaya na lang tayo
2026-07-10 02:10:23
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4c_c4c
あん :
holyfather resposted
2026-07-14 02:57:53
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hadezexe
nothades :
dinadasal ko nalang na sana ingatan sya palagi ni lord.
2026-07-15 18:05:44
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yhorie_rfn
Yurii :
Bes naman eh, kinakalimutan na nga e
2026-07-10 10:58:18
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cxlie4ever_yearner
cxliee :
di pinursue pero pinerwisyo
2026-07-10 04:48:08
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prince_soup1
prinx_myk :
grabi nga ehh Yung unexpected lang Yung pag Kilala niyo sa isat-isa at nong naging kayu ang saya mo ang you met the happiest version of yourself pero someday d molang alam mag hihiwalay din pala kayo sa unexpected day na Akala mo mag tatagal kayo pero Hindi Pala Kasi ang saya saya mo/niyo nong araw na kayo pa at nong ona niyong pag kikita
2026-07-10 18:26:42
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thoughtsnigela
thoughtsnigela :
hindi ko alam kung magagalit ako or ano eh
2026-07-10 12:51:14
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chiii.eu
￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴￴￴ ￴ ￴￴￴ ￴ :
Sa isang ordinaryong araw, doon pala matatapos ang lahat. Masaya naman talaga kapag kasama ka, lalo na sa mga simpleng araw. Yung mga tawanan, kwentuhan, at kahit simpleng presensya mo, lahat 'yon naging parte ng mga alaalang hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan. Pero habang tumatagal, na-realize kong hindi sapat ang saya at pagmamahalan nating dalawa para manatili pa. Mas matimbang na yung sakit, pagod, at peace of mind na unti-unting nawala. Mahal pa rin kita, pero may mga bagay talagang hindi na kayang ayusin ng pagmamahal lang. Hindi ko pinagsisisihang iwan ka. Pinili ko lang ang sarili ko sa pagkakataong alam kong hindi na tayo magiging maayos pa. Sana maging masaya tayo, kahit hindi na tayo ang magkasama.
2026-07-10 08:11:44
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notsuguru.geto
notsuguru.geto :
hope this “random day” never comes.
2026-07-11 07:19:40
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