@abby.on.ice: My Axel makes me so nervous because it’s inconsistent so I get scared during shows or competitors. During practice I still get scared sometimes, but when I’m able to calm myself and go into it confidently I usually land it. My layback spin though, I’m able to do it every time I try, so I don’t get nervous doing it in a show. I was so disappointed after falling I really wanted my husband to see me land it in person so I skated for the last 10 min of the session and landed a double salchow and single axel and he saw it and it made me so happy!! Thank you to all my friends who stayed to watch me skate and encouraged me after my program 💙 #performanceanxiety #doublesalchow #singleaxel #adultfigureskater #figureskatingtiktok