@934qt: Maybe I was genuinely born to be alone and I try to convince myself that it’s fine, I still got 2 friends maybe.. and that a relationship is too complicated But the only time I dared to have a crush I was sooo inlove and lowky enjoyed my life for a bit because waking up everyday meant that id talk to them But they straight off rejected me in the worst way possible before I even confessed 🥀 I wouldn’t care if I wasn’t soooo attached to them but I’m seriously still so embarrassed of myself Whenever I see a happy couple I hope the ground tears and swallows them both Somebody has already told me the infamous “I can’t imagine you in a relationship” thing and it still irks me FUCK YOU #soogyu #rant #im #insane #lol