༺ღ༒ 𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙽𝙰༒ღ༻ :
i hate that you're making me wait on purpose. you know it hurts me, you know im upset, you know it makes me more upset every day, I cry myself to sleep every single night wondering what else i can do to be better for you even though im already pushing myself past my limits for you. I love you, and you love me, I know you say you're ready, but why keep me waiting and extending the time to wait? It crushes me, I can only take so much more, what else can I do? what do I have to do to prove that it's hurting me that much? im at the point where idk what to say to you, I've told u this a few times, you keep saying sorry, you say "love you" "I love you" and I feel nothing. im trying my best, im trying to be the best I can be for you, you tell me not to worry, but I still worry, I want to worry, I have to worry about you. I would not be able to live without you, if you moved on, I would lose myself, run away and never come back..
2026-07-25 15:43:10