@samcarp98: I recently lost more of the functionality I had with my illnesses. I’m not able to make talking videos anymore like before but I thought this one helped me today. It’s emotional to write these things out but it brings me a fraction of joy knowing this is what I had & have in this lifetime. I hope one day I can have some of that joy back. #chronicillness #chronicillnessgrief

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erinn.allen
Erin Allen :
I promise it’ll all come back Sam. ♥️In a different form, but it will. The life I live now makes me extremely grateful for every little thing I have after everything I went through. I grieved for years as well, but you’re healing every second of every day. Sending you my love and strength gorgeous girl.
2026-07-11 02:32:00
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minezm16
megan :)) :
sitting in this grief with you love. i hope we find answers someday soon.
2026-07-11 08:39:27
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rileybingcat
rileybingcat :
Most people don’t comprehend that the grief of losing one’s health is so overwhelmingly traumatic. The grief of losing one’s past life is unimaginable.
2026-07-11 16:51:19
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jarehmariee
Denver Hair Stylist 🫧 :
💕💕💕💕 you’re so strong
2026-07-11 16:09:37
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_miss_t__
Temara CJ :
do you know how you got hyperacusis? hugs to you 🤗
2026-08-10 23:43:27
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mammalammadingdong
Mia :
I love you more than anything
2026-07-12 17:26:21
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spinsic
Spinsic :
I’m sorry. Sending the best energies.
2026-07-11 13:49:25
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hummusandburratalover
KK :
The photo of my birthday party makes me so emotional. You are the most generous soul. The best party thrower on top of it
2026-07-11 06:52:54
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lyndseym1982
Lyndsey :
Not me over here crying … I wish nothing but healing for you ❤️and all the med harmed people in this world. Love ya girl
2026-07-11 18:40:06
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postordie
Michael | See you Tomorrow :
Proud of you
2026-07-12 07:19:22
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purpose.driven.susan
Susan Lewis :
🫶❤️‍🩹🫶❤️‍🩹🫶❤️‍🩹🫶❤️‍🩹🫶 Sending prayers and love from Wisconsin.
2026-07-15 19:13:59
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hisarahhh
sarah :
“the only way out is through.” i know you’re going through it right now sam, but please know i’m thinking about you. you have a friend in me 🤍
2026-07-11 05:01:29
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rex.james529
Rex James :
I’ve come across your story and I’m heartbroken for you. Pray for improving health. Anything is possible with God. Have faith and courage. God bless you.
2026-07-11 07:38:15
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angelabuckner42
angelabuckner :
Prayers and comfort
2026-07-16 19:23:30
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ambernorv
Ambs :
I always have and always will look up to you pretty girl❤️
2026-07-11 02:16:07
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naturebeachgirl
beachgirl :
I’m so sorry this happened love. The grief and loss is completely unbearable. Mourning our old lives & watching everyone out living while we are stripped of everything. It’s not fair. I love you Sam🥺🩷
2026-07-11 19:16:30
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cw3ma1
cw3ma1 :
Blessings
2026-07-11 14:45:05
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postordie
Michael | See you Tomorrow :
2026-07-12 07:21:06
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redwave54
Jack :
You’re an incredible breath of fresh air. Gods creation
2026-07-11 17:43:03
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autisthiccccccc
O :
I’m sorry 🥺
2026-07-30 02:35:38
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hail_carp
hails⭐️ :
you are my why
2026-07-11 05:03:10
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hummusandburratalover
KK :
I hope so too🥺😭🫶🏼 I love you beyond.
2026-07-11 06:50:24
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hail_carp
hails⭐️ :
i love you with everything i have left
2026-07-11 05:03:03
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pjkarlsen1
pjkarlsen1 :
😢🙏Prayers for you. I don’t have the same thing, but disability for the last 16 years took away so much.
2026-07-11 23:42:42
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mwh642a
MwH642a :
🥰🥰🥰
2026-09-02 04:35:55
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