this isn’t for attention or for people to feel bad this is for adam I didnt want to make a post on here but he loved that i had a following and was always reminding me if i gained more or loss followers. asking me to ‘teach him the ways’. and staying up late sending me the same video with a different sound a million times while he was on the farm😂😂. To me it was just the normal, but you saw life in the most beautiful way man. Anything on this earth made you happy or excited and it was something that i wish i could say about myself. I remember when my mum showed you how to cook bacon, should’ve seen the smile on ur face man. Then you called your grandma and told her u learnt how to cook bacon like someone just showed u how to make a million dollars 😂😂 that was just you You were the brightest light in my life. My favourite place was you and the silence left by ur absence is louder than you ever were. And you where fucking loud😂😂, “IM NOT EVEN LOUD CUZ” You were the chirpiest little fucker and u never cared what u said, did or what anyone thought. And i think thats why we clicked, From the day i met you. Till the very end. We were always on the same wavelength, it was like looking into a mirror but seeing the version of yourself that u have always wanted to be. Once you broke his no caring and nonch wall he was the most genuine, loyal, down to earth loving kid who cared about the people he loved and stayed true to himself no matter who he was around and that’s my why i miss all ur rage bait i miss you hating the cruiser i miss pissing myself laughing i miss hanging out i miss hearing ur voice i miss you absolutely loved running a muck with you adam, moggin around in ur cruiser when i didn’t have my license, camping trips, sitting by the river chatting all night, pissing people off, the long drives, the late nights. our unfinished lap. EXY TRIP AND THAT ONE SUMMER where we all stayed at my house for a month coz my parents stayed at rotto for ages. The best times i’ve had in my life and you never failed to be in them, every single second i spent with you will always be something i’ll cherish until the day i join you. The ultimate 2 man 😂😂. sorry tats and nati if ur reading this but me and adam always talked about this before me and nat started dating. 2 man lap was our dream, so many places planed and we where trying so hard to have the best car duo in australia. 8 inch 40s twin 5 stainos twin 5 dumps. darty tray setups and endless moggin perth just destroying everyone’s ears with pure v8 rape. (I’ll always have the louder and faster car 😂😂) we both couldn’t let you too ride in shitboxs lol. but lowkey my cruiser was indeed a shit box for a bit😭 no aircon, no tune was a slug and don’t get me started on how it used to ride. but it’s getting there man wish u could’ve fed it one more time but i’ve got so much we talked about to do to the car(still needa get my aircon fixed ffs) but it’ll be done for you. i wish I told you more often how much you meant to me and how much i loved you, adam. But I hope you knew. I hope you knew every memory was better because you were there. life was better because you where there You weren’t just my best mate. You were my brother. the person i am today is better because of you, and i’ll carry that with me forever i still can’t wrap my head around it all man. i just miss my best bud and i never imagined our last conversation would’ve been me standing at ur funeral speaking from my heart so people could hear about the beautiful young man u truly were. we had so much left to do so many places to go so many memories we never got to make. i’ll spend the rest of my life wishing you were there beside me, but also living my life for you The way we always talked about The hardest part isn’t the silence. it’s knowing I’ll never see you again. I’d give anything to hear your voice one more time. So to my big bro you have a place in my heart i’ll Love you forever, adam. 🤍 I Promise Adam Petor Varone forever 19 ❤️🕊️ - @josh.coook1