@g1rl.l0stx0: I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel this.. constant emptiness and boredom, but even that feels forced. I feel liek im forcing myself to be sick. I swear I was. But I don’t know how to describe this feeling. It’s so heavy. I don’t really wanna die, but it’s on my mind. Why can’t I feel anything? Or if I do, it’s just anger or anxiety. Am I getting better?? Or just becoming numb?? It doesn’t matter. #melancholy #discomfortcore #fragrantica