The final goodbye( Today around 4 pm I remembered the day we first met i never thought that one day i would become so attached to you at first I thought we would always stay together. I really believed that no matter what happened we would figure everything out but I guess life and fate had different plans for us I still remember every little thing about you i remember your smile your voice the way you got annoyed over the smallest things and the way I would always try to make you smile again those little moments meant the world to me idon't even know why I'm writing this but maybe because my heart still has so many things it never got the chance to say i really wanted it to be us I wanted us to grow together laugh together and grow old together i truly thought our story would have a happy ending maybe it wasn't your fault. Sometimes people get tired situations change and love alone isn't enough to fix everything maybe we just reached a point where holding on became harder than letting go since you left my days don't feel the same anymore. Nights are the hardest I lie awake thinking about everything we shared wondering where it all changed sometimes I replay our conversations in my mind and wish I could go back just one more time. I miss the version of me that existed when you were still in my life even after everything I could never hate you I don't think I ever will you were never just another person to me. You were my peace my happiness my comfort and my favorite part of every day. Loving you was never difficult Losing you was. I was so proud to have you. I felt lucky that someone like you was part of my life People say the higher you fly the harder you fall. Now I finally understand what that means. We created so many beautiful memories and now they are all I have left sometimes those memories make me smile and sometimes they make my eyes fill with tears they remind me of the happiest days of my life and also of what I lost you became a part of everything my phone lock screen my wallpaper my passwords even the smallest habits in my daily life remind me of you. How am I supposed to forget someone who became a part of my everyday life? I even deleted the game because every time I opened it I remembered us every match we played every late night call every laugh every silly argument and every moment we spent together still lives in my heart no matter where I look I find a memory of you even while writing this my eyes are full of tears maybe these tears are proof that what I felt for you was real real love doesn't disappear overnight. It stays in the heart for a long time i don't know what the future holds for either of us maybe one day we'll become complete strangers or maybe we'll simply become memories in each other's lives but one thing will never change I will always be grateful that I got the chance to love someone as special as you. I hope life gives you every happiness you ever wished for. I hope your dreams come true you always have reasons to smile and you find peace in every step you take even if I'm no longer beside you my prayers will always be with you I've already deleted the game and within the next two days I'll delete this tt account too thank you for every smile every memory every lesson and every moment we shared a part of my heart will always wait for u please take care of yourself If you ever find this world heavy uk where home is and I’ll always wait for u ilysm #fyp #viral #repost - @avg.um3r