AYA :
I just left our toxic household. I walked away from my family just yesterday, and I’m still overthinking the fact that my life has changed. My family has always been toxic eh, both of my mother and father are narcissists. Even though I’m only 16, I considered leaving just to find some peace of mind. Now I don't understand why I felt such a sharp pain when I left our home/my family. It felt so heavy thinking about leaving my family behind, my mind wanted to let them go, but my heart was hesitant. Don't get me wrong, I love my mother, but it’s better for me to stay away because sometimes she goes too far. I admit that I’m not a perfect child, I’ve been rebellious, stubborn, and sometimes disobedient, but I was a good child in my own way, and I truly loved my mom. However, if she’d rather side with other people than with me, and turn me into a laughingstock or an object of ridicule in front of relatives just for the sake of her own insensitive jokes, then I'd rather walk away from their lives, i tried to explain how her insensitive jokes and mean things she does to me affects my mental health so much, but she only said that I shouldn't complain because i am ONLY HER DAUGHTER, i that have no rights to tell her what to do.
2026-09-11 23:52:48