@yearner45: #fypppppppppppppp #4u

rainerainegoaway :

That's what I've thought before. But I've come to realize na yearning for someone who is imposible to be mine, is a waste of time. I rather explore my life and potentials than yearning for him to comeback.

˚⋆𐙚࿔𒆜jazzᵖε𝚛𒆜𐙚˚࿔⋆˚ :

he fuckin reposted itttt

YelluwNotSus :

DAMMIT I STILL ALIVEE WHYH

Jules :

i would rather spend my life yearning for the person i really love than force myself to love someone else.

obito still yearning. :

missyu ms.avoidant

Grant Who Can't Be Move :

Bakit parang ako yung lugi? ikaw yung unang dumating sa buhay ko eh, ikaw yung unang nag pakita at nag paramdam na may something tayo, na may meaning to lahat. you made me feel like I mattered, like I was someone you genuinely wanted, someone worth choosing. But now I realize… maybe you just loved the idea of loving me. Maybe you liked how I cared, how I stayed, how I understood you. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing by what we had, you couldn’t do it. You couldn’t be certain, and you couldn’t be consistent. Hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin yan. I see everything, I feel everything. napapansin ko yung maliliit na pagbabago yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga pagkakataon na parang wala ka na. Hindi ako tanga para hindi mapansin na china-chat mo lang ako kapag gusto mo kapag okay ka, kapag masaya ka, kapag convenient para sayo. But have you ever thought na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? even in your lowest, kaya kong iparamdam sayo na hindi ka nag-iisa. Ramdam ko kung kailan ka hindi na sigurado. And even without you saying anything, naiintindihan ko kung ano na yung nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid I just chose to stay, even when I already knew the truth. And the truth is, kahit nakikita ko na lahat, I still stayed. I stayed even when things started to feel one-sided Because despite everything, I still appreciate you for who you are. And a part of me probably always will.

ryuu :

i would rather spend my life yearning for the person i really love than force myself to love someone else.

di maka usad sa ex m.u :

one year still counting.

赤 :

i miss the arms that don't wanna hold me again.

𝜗𝜚 :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you, and i still love you—come back to me na, please? dean.

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tama na pre usad kana

丰 CharisseSarmiento 丰 :

Sino na?

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I miss you, Jar. Alam kong hindi naging tayo, at hindi rin naman mangyayari yon kase naging kayo ng bestfriend ko, funny how i used to tell you na may crush akong hinihintay and mind you that wasn’t a simple crush at hindi ko lubos akalain na makikinig ka don, pero hindi mo naman alam na ikaw lang naman talaga yung hinihintay ko. Mahal na mahal kita, Jared. Hindi mo man alam yun, pero you will always have a special place in my heart, palagi kong dala-dala yung kahihiyan na imbes i-express ko yung nararamdaman ko para sayo, nanatili akong manahimik–hindi dahil sa takot ako at ayaw kong sirain ang friendship natin, kundi dahil mas gusto kong tumagal pa yung bond natin, pero hindi rin nangyari yon, eh naunahan ako ng bff ko, pero siguro okay lang di ko rin naman siya masisisi. I miss you, mahal kita, i will wait for you kahit pa sabihin mong tama na.

charishh :

hirap ih repost dito nalang

digidigi ey :

I miss you so much jai

tobias martino :

lanceyy. :

Blays :