existence :
Some degrees of freedom are a prison since one cannot be unfree anymore. Stay human. You are beautiful as a human being being a human being. I do not know you, but in a way - if I am even allowed such a claim - I feel you. If you truly seek darkness, you will find it. But then, there will be no going back. But even in the utmost darkness preserve the light of your kindness. We believe in you, child. Know that you are loved. You don't need to seek true darkness just because life might have pushed you there or people. In fact, true darkness can be very ugly. Of course, if you have enough strength which you will if you wish, you can conquer even true darkness - that is, you will be translucent to it. But after that. You are no longer human. Then you too would step into where nothing need be and everything is, being death and life. What sounds like power is ... just not really being anymore anything. You have the potential, but unless it truly leads you there and you are truly absolutely at one with being led there - not out of anything fleeting or weak like frustration, not having something etc. - do not go. Stay human. You are beautiful like this. And if you are already not human ... well, then it is hard to imagine your posting those words. And then: There is not truly anything that has power over you like your inner so that to correspond to your words is obsolete. We on our part cannot change out of harmony. Or you could also call it nothingness, transcendence. Only pretend so toward ourselves. But we do not like to pretend for long, since it is not truth.
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