𝑺𝑨𝑹𝑨 𝑴𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑼 :
I was 5 years old and it really changed me but also was so so terrible for me i’m also adopted so yeah I was five years old. I was adopted as a baby and after those five years. My mom found out that my dad cheated on her. They tried to solve it, but in that weekend they were going away. He was still cheating on my mom with a another woman behind my mom’s back. It had so much impact on her on me as I grew older, and my mom had another man, but also that wasn’t good because. Their relationship was going on and off divorced and they married when I was 8 until I was 18 i had to move alot because every time my mom promised us that she will not get back to her ex dad but every time she went back so that was very exhausting and very traumatizing so yeah, I never grew up in a loving household with parents that love each other so much and that’s what makes me sad and I never could ask for advice about love and my parents never really showed us what actually healthy marriage looks like so I never saw that before, but it really damaged me a lot as a kid now I’m 21 and I had a lot of trauma a lot of anger cause I couldn’t cope with the pain I was going through and maybe also when I was younger, trying to find love in wrong men because my parents never taught me what love in a relationship means because my mom had a hard time to love herself enough to leave a man that was disrespecting her all the time now she is founding all the strength she’s not with that ex no more. My dad is happily married now, but he apologized to me and my mom, but I still got got some wounds that I’m trying to heal, but if I ever get married with the right person, I always said I want to make sure if I would ever have kids that they never ever have to go through what I go through as a child, I want them to learn about how a healthy marriage. Christ marriage looks like, and I pray that the Lord will find that man for me one day and yeah, I’m doing much better now I had a lot of good talks with my parents and my parents are also in a better place now but you know it still hurt though, but it changed me a lot so I also grew as a woman today, but I had a lot of things to learn and I still do
2026-07-15 05:22:59