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Hi love, it’s bubba again. We’re no longer together, and we’re off to our own things now. I hope your new place, new job, new partner, and new life treats you with the atmost love and respect. I remember when we went to Sesame Street place and Seaworld and how I never ever been to either and how your eyes glowed up seeing me happy. You captured my first artic reaction and we rode 15 times. We bought churros went home and bed rotted. I miss you and I miss our little things we use to do. Costco run, Matcha green tea with sea salt and honey , the way u use to say it. Having breakfast lunch and dinner ready whenever, my clothes cleaned always and out. Sharing your bed in the corner. I remember your apartment forbadem, table in the middle, kitchen and stove sink in the left corner, water jugs in the middle and tv on the wall stand. And your little desk in the corner. You loved that green blanket till it ripped. And than freaking fan cus it was so damn hot and the ac on the wall. Your bathroom in the corner. How u would peak in and even wait at the door I miss our clingyness. When u were clingy I wasn’t and when I was you weren’t it was our funny dynamic. 5 months without you has been so boring. But you motivated me to better , if u never left I would have never stood up for myself. Ik deep down in your heart you’d be so proud of me, I finally did lovers jr. I finally did it. I’m moving out and living on my own. Let’s go . Thank you for giving me that motivation to do so. Your blue Honda civic I miss driving with u, all around the city, cus my car was broken down. You did alot for me and I’m so grateful. I remember you nick named me bubba , i remember when u gave me your phone case becus u knew I needed one . I still wear it. Just a little reminder of keeping your memory alive with me with “us”your collection of cases, our Funko pop, us rewatching sinners over and over and watching welcome to Derry. That was our thang last year . Making dinner together, just pasta, or chicken 😂. Only thing we could make. I remember we’d hold each other after a rough day and wiping our tears. -BUBBA OUT, be safe now !
2026-07-19 00:20:08