Reliance :
In my case, it was the opposite. I gave up drink, drugs, cigarettes, gambling, womanising when I met a certain lady. I started to build myself up, started working, at first it was very difficult, I then started to think I can do better, I managed to do so. No matter how many times I got knocked down, I still got up because my only ambition was to try do something which would benefit my lady so she does never have to work again. Unfortunately, while I was trying to build up, she used to come out with unnecessary arguments over trivial things, things which never mattered. At the end, it was the disrespect which got to me, no matter how much times she used to do it, I would always try to make excuses for her. Then one day, I just got tired, I left. Now, I’m just trying to build myself up from where I left off, she is trying to demonise me being the unloyal one.
2026-07-17 14:02:05