Zsani 🌜🍀✨☄️ :
I don't know whether I'm a chosen one or a starseed or not, but I CAN'T WORK AS AN EMPLOYEE. I SIMPLY CAN'T. It sucks all the joy out of me and leaves my soul feeling completely drained. The worst part is that it's so monotonous and boring, I honestly feeling bored within 3 weeks, especially because I do this for another person, under another person's rules. And I have to spend most of my waking hours every day and every week doing it. If it's not a home office job, I also have to commute, get up early, and get ready to look presentable. Then, after all that, I still have to do the grocery shopping, clean, cook, and take care of everything else. And this for 40 years.. I SIMPLY CAN'T.
And yes I want to do something meaningful and healthy, which is my own idea and my own business, but I don't know what, especially how to start without money and with debt. But again the worst part is that it's sooo boring and people simply don't see it's end and feel this is worthless.
2026-07-17 11:30:19