let me just say that when you become a mother, this changes. no compulsion will take over the fact that you need to keep another human alive... standing on that tile for hours is not possible unless your child suffers.
2026-08-20 19:07:48
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klo🐞 :
it's also if you've not experienced it you think this is insanity
2026-07-16 19:01:45
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Maryam Karam C. :
I hate the comments saying "you don't need to do this nothing will happen". It's the same as when people tell someone with depression "don't be sad". Like gee why didn't I think of that 🤔
2026-08-21 19:52:01
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Poopyhead :
I count corners until it feels good
2026-08-21 02:01:14
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erin 😠 :
i think we should call it tile time!!! (but real talk ocd is so paralyzing and you’re a warrior, hang in there)
2026-08-21 05:12:00
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cuddles :
This is what a lot of people don’t understand. You have to have these behaviors actually impact your life. I’ve been told it has to take up at least 2 hours of your day on average to meet the threshold for OCD. So many people think they have OCD when they have like one habit that takes up 5 mins of their day.
2026-07-16 19:41:23
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Vanessa :
Do you at least have a book with you when you do this? 😭
2026-08-21 02:34:48
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Natalia :
There is a book that represents OCD and you might like it. It is called phantasma
2026-07-16 19:56:54
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Ivana Mészàros 🇨🇦 :
Why haven’t you posted about Rebecca’s novella? 😱 I’ve been creeping your page, Yana’s and Larry’s and nothinnggg. I need to know your thoughts.
2026-07-16 19:15:39
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Raven :
The self awareness is real !!!! But it doesn’t change the behaviour ahhhh !!
2026-07-16 19:20:34
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millani 🧚🏼📚 :
Having a mental illness AND being overly self-aware is honestly soooo exhausting
2026-07-17 00:51:24
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📚 Beth Zahir 🪩 :
I feel you 100000%
2026-08-20 21:54:40
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Monica :
Remember when you went to Greece? You spent a few days not standing on your tile before bed and you are still okay and your dog and family are still okay. OCD did not win. You are kicking it's ass.
2026-07-17 05:22:59
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livforever :
What happens when you travel ?? Is just a new set of rituals that come up ? 😭
2026-07-16 19:06:39
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holly.x :
Reached a phase of not even getting the bad thoughts and just doing the impulsive ritual before I can think 🫣🤣
2026-07-16 19:17:26
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Tehilla Suyonov :
My god the life of OCD is actually so difficult
2026-07-16 19:27:42
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pokemegxo :
There is no enjoyable part of OCD. Boils my blood when people are like ‘omg hehe I love organising my closet, I’m SO OCD’ no you’re fucking not Becky.
2026-07-16 19:57:15
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Applehead 🇵🇱🇺🇸 :
Oh yeah understand you. My ocd drives me crazy
2026-07-16 21:47:22
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Renee :
oh listening to this made me very aware of my own behavior that I had just thought was me being odd…
2026-07-18 01:49:54
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Bella🧞♂️ :
OCD is a big bully 😔
2026-07-17 07:18:24
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courtss-reads📚🧚♀️ :
omg ive never heard of anyone else talking about making your body feel even, I feel like I drive myself mad with it sometimes!
2026-07-16 22:09:47
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DRPrincess :
THIS! and no one realizes how EXHAUSTING it all is 😩 because it's not like you can just say, "oh i won't act out any of these impulses, rituals,etc today!" and like, get a break. No. it's EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. 😭😭😭 one of mines is I have to wash my hands 3 times before they're clean. (same with showering and stuff like that. the 3s got us 😞) and i have literally watched food burn despite being right there at the sink! because I'm only on the second hand wash. 😮💨
2026-07-16 19:32:59
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Zoeeee :
Whats gonna happen when you move?
2026-07-16 21:32:06
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lib 🏴 :
it’s so exhausting. i just want to go to bed and i have a whole 20 step highly specific routine to do just to keep my family safe
2026-07-16 23:17:22
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klo🐞 :
I feel this in my soul
2026-07-16 19:01:15
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