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skibidishe :
napapansin ko lang kung hindi ako magcchat, hindi ka rin magcchat. and honestly, it hurts more than i can explain. it makes me feel like i'm always the one reaching out, always the one making the effort to keep us connected. hindi ko naman hinihingi na lagi kang mauna, pero sana maramdaman ko rin na gusto mo akong kausapin, na hinahanap mo rin ako kahit hindi ako yung unang magparamdam. kasi right now, parang if i stop, everything between us just goes quiet and that scares me. i don't want to feel like i'm forcing my presence into your life. gusto ko maramdaman na kusang loob mo akong iniisip, kinakausap, at pinipili hindi lang dahil nag chat ako. ang hirap kasi magmahal kapag parang ikaw lang yung kumikilos. mahal kita and i still want us to work. pero sana naman, meet me halfway. hindi lang ako yung laging mauuna. i need to feel that you want me too, not just when i reach out, but even when i don't.
2026-08-04 08:35:37
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mokii_06 :
I didn’t gave myself the time to face our separation because i was so afraid that it might break me. but now i see u walking around like it didn’t affect u. look, i get that u chose urself and i respect that. but why do i get the feeling that i meant nothing? why didn’t i mattered as much as u mattered to me. diba it was supposed to be us against the world? it was supposed to be us in that simple life that we both wanted diba? now i drown myself with distraction because at the end of the day, despite me questioning my worth and tampo sa’yo. i js miss my baby:(
2026-07-18 14:45:15
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{JAN} :
hindi dapat ako natatakot magsabi ng nararamdaman ko. i was too emotional, too sensitive. kasi parang kailangan kong i-invalidate ang sarili ko para lang manatili ka. nasasaktan naman po talaga ako. tinatanggap at iniintindi ko yung treatment na hindi ko naman siguro deserve, kasi ikaw ‘yan lagi kong sinasabi na naiintindihan kita. pero parang wala lang sa’yo lahat ng pinapakita ko kasi dahil ba un sa mga ginagawa ko? ikaw dapat ung kakampi ko sa lahat, ikaw dapat ung sandalan ko, ung pinagsusumbungan ko ng bigat. minsan iniisip ko kung nag-o-overthink lang ba ako, hindi na tayo tulad ng dati. larang ako na lang ung humahabol at totoo naman un, ako na lang ung gustong makipag-usap. hindi ko gusto maging clingy o demanding, pero lahat ng sinabi mong gusto mo, ginawa ko. mahirap na hirap na ako, tinitiis ko lang kasi gusto talaga kita. pero bakit parang ako lang palagi ang umiintindi? paano naman ako? i tried. i really did. i tried distracting myself, talking to my friends, entertaining the idea that maybe someone else could make it easier. pero sa bawat pagtatangka ko, humihinto rin ako. hindi dahil wala akong options, kundi dahil alam ko ang totoo kahit sino pa ang kaharap ko, hindi sila ikaw. doon ko narealize na replaceable ang conversations, pero irreplaceable ka. kaya pinili kong mapag-isa. pinili ko ang katahimikan, at pinili ko makipaglayo sa kanila. hindi dahil gusto kong masaktan, kundi dahil ayokong magsinungaling ang puso ko. ayokong magbigay ng kalahating pagmamahal sa iba kung buo pa rin ang puso ko para sa’yo.. can we actually stop talking naba? kasi sobrang malinaw na content ka na kahit wala ako sa buhay mo, at masaya ka, alam ko masayahin ka at ala akong karapatan na maging masaya saakin kasi kahit ako sa sarili ko hindi ako nagiging masaya sa buhay ko. masakit hindi sa masamang paraan, kasi masaya rin ako na okay ka pero mahirap manatiling friends sa taong in-imagine kong kasama sa future ko. ayokong paulit-ulit na maalala kung gaano kita minahal sa tuwing mag-uusap tayo. i can’t make u come back, kahit ilang beses ko pang ipikit ang mata ko at hilingin ‘yon. alam kong wala na akong magagawa para baguhin ang nangyari.
2026-08-27 01:00:33
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year — ning :
paki tanong naman po sakanya kong kailan sya babalik sa‘kin.
2026-08-27 04:04:27
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Leigh :
Tama na guys, saing muna tayo.
2026-07-18 03:19:32
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it honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.
2026-08-11 12:26:19
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vn :
gandang almusal hahaha
2026-07-17 23:42:24
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nvmywnm :
ohh ako pa ba??
2026-07-21 06:07:52
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azzy :
trying to find the love I can't give to myself to other people? I'm tired of being wreck in the end, not that i dismiss my mistakes. but to be proven that, even I, myself, can't love me, why did i expect you would? I put my walls up because showing my vulnerability feels like being stripped away from freedom. Tapos when I finally do reveal my true self, I feel so little, that it makes me question if the love you had for me was real or not. When I changed of what I thought was a better version of me, anong nangyari? You demanded the old me back. one who needed you all the time, one who always need someone to rely on, incompetent, sad, and lonely, she hated life. I thought we were good, you just wanted me to rely on you over everything pala. You didn't have the intention of letting me shine, and letting me love myself, you didn't like what I wanted to do for myself and maybe... Maybe that's why I feel caged when I was I with you. Kahit mahal kita, kung hindi naman akong malayang mahalin ang sarili ko kung mamahalin kita, anong silbi ng pagmamahalan natin?
2026-08-20 10:41:36
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unknown :
ako pa ba?
2026-08-10 03:49:10
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