I feel like everything is draining me lately. I find myself feeling so exhausted from the things that I can't control. A lot of things are pressuring me, and I don't even see myself doing better. I feel like I have already lost interest in everything. Everything I do is so tiring. Everyone I talk to is so draining. I feel like I want to be alone and away from everyone. I want to go somewhere I can do whatever I like and somewhere I can show whoever I am without worrying if some people will ever judge me. Most of the time, I try not to show everyone how not okay I am. But every time I walk into my room and lie down on the bed, that's when I feel so much tiredness, and this is the kind of tiredness that will never disappear by just sleeping in bed. In front of many people, I am the most composed and strong person. But behind closed doors, I am the most vulnerable and miserable. Lately, I honestly feel like I am slowly losing myself because of the tiredness that I feel within my soul. I feel like I can no longer endure all these heavy feelings, and I feel like at any moment I will no longer have the courage to fight all my silent battles alone.💔 #lyrics #foryou #sad_stics1 #romantic #1M - @sad_stics1