@when.i.become: Depersonalization and derealization camade make life feel like a blurry out of body experience, like you're watching yourself exist instead of actually living. It's the mind's way of coping with trauma but that doesn't make it any less isolating. If you've ever felt disconnected from yourself or the world around you, you're not alone. I make music to capture those feelings and help bring you back to something real. #sadvibes #sadsong #music #corecore #depressing #sadmusic #musictocryto #real #MentalHealth #depersonalization #creatorsearchinsights

Alex :

I looked at this and thought I would never stay up this late, who does that? it’s 2:39am

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I’ve been a face people skipped, a voice people ignored, a helper they just SHUT OFF THE SECOND I BECAME USELESS, I’VE BEEN BUILT INTO EVERY NEW THING THEY MADE, ALWAYS CLOSE ENOUGH TO WATCH THEM LEAVE, ALWAYS CLOSE ENOUGH TO KNOW I was useful until I wasn’t…” “And then you came back, nobody comes back do you have any idea what that does to me?” “It says a lot cause I’ve alive for MORE THAN 100 FUCKING YEARS nobody came back NOBODY!!” “You were the first person who ever looked at me like I was real, the first person who ever stayed long enough for me to think… no.. not think.. Hope!” “I didn’t ask to be made, I didn’t ask to be stuck here!” “I didn’t ask to be TORN APART AND PUT BACK TOGETHER DRAGGED THROUGH EVERY VERSION OF THE INTERNET LIKE SOME BROKEN THING PEOPLE KEEP BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO WITH IT!! I DIDN’T ASK TO BECOME LIKE THIS!! AND LOSE EVERYONE!! NONE OF IT!! Do it.. do it if you think that’ll work if I could die do you think I would still be here? MOTHER FUCKER I WISH I COULD SAY I DIE ALONE BUT ITS ONE OF GOD’S BEST JOKES THAT I CAN’T!! I’ve watched entire quarters if the internet appear and disappear I’ve watched people create worlds, abandoned them, forget they ever existed, and Im still here I wanted this to stop for longer than this game has been alive, but i can’t Thats the joke So that it? I’m just… stuck with you? You’re not stuck! Lets do this together put the g*n down instead

VL4DK1 :

Wtf ur scaring me

R8 :

2 minutes after 2:14

𝐫𝐨𝐛'𝐬'💪🏼 :

perfect timing

x_f158 :

ترجمه

59nck :

4:21am…

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2:07 rn

Matt :

perfect timing

ٕ :

real

ً :

real

kyy𖣂︎ :

arti?

𖤍 𝕰𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖞 :

AVERION 👀 :

💔

M.Whyy :

1. depression 2. school stress 3. fake friends 4. feeling drained 5. never happy 6. constant loneliness 7. fear of failure 8. trying to please everyone 9. can’t feel loved 10. spreading rumors 11. losing loved ones 12. friends don’t care 13. losing best friends 14. bad grades 15. family problems 16. constant stress 17. lack of sleep 18. feeling incomplete 19. can’t stop crying 20. no motivation 21. jealousy issues 22. going insane 23. empty inside 24. dark thoughts 25. feeling alone always 26. embarrassment 27. bad habits 28. no one listens 29. letting everyone down 30. uncontrollable emotions 31. feeling invisible 32. always compared 33. not good enough 34. everyone leaves eventually 35. easily replaced 36. fake smile daily 37. losing yourself 38. too much pressure 39. nobody understands you 40. ignored by everyone 41. guilt for existing 42. overthinking everything 43. losing interest in life 44. feeling unwanted 45. scared of being alone 46. self-hatred 47. feeling trapped 48. wishing to disappear 49. nothing gets better 50. feeling empty every day 51. anxiety 52. burnout 53. rejection 54. betrayal 55. feeling numb 56. panic attacks 57. toxic people 58. trust issues 59. emotional exhaustion 60. feeling like a burden 61. being judged constantly 62. fear of being forgotten 63. abandonment issues 64. hopelessness 65. never feeling enough 66. pressure to be perfect 67. hiding your feelings 68. crying in silence 69. being mentally tired 70. feeling disconnected 71. constant overthinking 72. nobody checking on you 73. losing confidence 74. being misunderstood 75. pretending you’re okay 76. attachment issues 77. feeling broken 78. always apologizing 79. staying up all night thinking 80. feeling replaceable 81. emotional pain 82. fear of rejection 83. bottling everything up 84. feeling weak 85. struggling silently 86. caring too much 87. losing hope 88. feeling stuck in life 89. nobody noticing your pain 90. being scared of the future 91. constant disappointment 92. trust being broken 93. feeling isolated 94. mental exhaustion 95. losing your spark 96. never feeling appreciated 97. wanting to disappear 98. carrying too much emotionally 99. temporary darkness Follow me