@when.i.become: Depersonalization and derealization camade make life feel like a blurry out of body experience, like you're watching yourself exist instead of actually living. It's the mind's way of coping with trauma but that doesn't make it any less isolating. If you've ever felt disconnected from yourself or the world around you, you're not alone. I make music to capture those feelings and help bring you back to something real. #sadvibes #sadsong #music #corecore #depressing #sadmusic #musictocryto #real #MentalHealth #depersonalization

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brookk..1
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I need to cry, js can’t .
2026-07-20 00:03:33
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kb600rr
KB600RR :
Stuck in my head 24/7
2026-07-19 05:13:36
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marktorre_
marktorre_ :
Every fucking day and there’s so much I need to get done
2026-07-20 18:00:51
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pinkfluffycloud05
Pinky :
I go to sleep. wake up beg my friend to call we call and fuck around and I'm loud and obnoxiously laugh to push down the pain she says she's tired and goes to bed call ends and it's just me again alone
2026-07-20 05:15:00
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danzaeterna
☆𝑀𝖆𝖙𝖙☆ :
it's getting bad
2026-07-19 13:09:55
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jekichen_____
jekichen :
It's a childhood wound. At some point in your childhood you felt emotionally abandoned so when you didn’t receive, you try to prove yourself to feel worthy so you subconsciously chase that validation from that person. You have to heal the root cause of it internally by rewiring your core beliefs. Highly recommend reading Healing Isn’t Pretty by Mira Hartson, it's a wonderful book.
2026-07-20 12:22:35
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sabrina :
I don’t even deal with shit anymore, I’m just trying to survive
2026-07-19 23:01:39
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alien_bongwater
I LOVE MY GF :
Layed in my bathtub for 3 hours just cold sad and naked
2026-07-20 03:34:19
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monaewi_2345
Monae :
I hate when I have good days because I'm just waiting for when it gets bad again. I hate disappointing myself
2026-07-19 23:43:41
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covenantofcrows
sucking on the stars :
Naw this shit cannot be on my fyp rn.
2026-07-20 21:16:15
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hhhjgjala7
ʜ :
All I have is to disguise myself from the damn reality
2026-07-20 23:16:43
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jajsjjsnsjsjnajj
jajsjjsnsjsjnajj :
i cry all day im so miserable
2026-07-20 01:23:41
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llad300
WaterBlade :
Bro, you need to thank god for not having tinnitus 24/7, it’s worse
2026-07-20 09:57:46
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the_fated
The Healer :
Learn to let go. Don't hold on to your past pain for way too long
2026-07-20 22:22:58
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gangtang101
G T :
Gang even my vision is weird asf too it got blurrier and it looks fake asf
2026-07-20 22:39:47
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skyyrl_
༺𓆩⟡ 𝐒𝐤𝐲𝐲 ⟡𓆪༻ :
Real, im a failure
2026-07-19 18:26:39
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treway928
Treasure :
Can’t even cry anymore I’m actully numb to the core
2026-07-20 14:54:13
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fut1l1ty_01
28-31 Playa :
I cry more for what I did to others than to myself.
2026-07-20 11:26:00
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k.a.n.g.u_4
￴ ￴ ￴ ￴￴ ￴ ￴ ￴￴￴ :
Anxeity is brutal
2026-07-19 18:05:07
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sdsicha
comix :
so real
2026-07-20 17:43:19
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jimakus
Jimakus :
My last summer.
2026-07-19 19:23:50
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riphuntress
riphuntress :
this is why i hate to be at home by myself now
2026-07-19 08:16:31
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