@itsyarisbel: We tend to forget how powerful the tongue is. And when you speak negativity to your life you welcome those demons. The moment you start to seek peace and have that strong faith and use your mouth for positivity upon yourself you’ll see that the prayers you so direly prayed on your knees God heard them. Just because in the now, the present, you don’t see the fruit of your labor. Baby you don’t a plant a seed today and get the fruit tomorrow. It takes time. You need to water, care for it , provide sunlight , surround it by healthy dirt. You see like us humans. Stop looking for answers immediately like God didn’t already know you were going to ask for that. The thought in your mind are planted by the Lord. Only if and only IF you yesss YOU allow the Holy Spirit in. Don’t take for granted the sad, lonely nights sit with it and pray. Cause one day you will see those tears your wept is what watered the seed and now you are seeing the fruit of your labor. And it doenst always have to be some thing tangible. Understand what you seek isn’t always something you can see but what you can feel. Ughh I should have done a video on this because i genuinely can relate sooo much.