@.temporaryescapism: had this thought the other day when i was at the beach. “what’s all this for? what’s the point of pushing through and staying when i haven’t felt an ounce of happiness yet.” at the time i couldn’t think of answer to that question and maybe that’s the point. maybe it’s something that has to stay unanswered until i understand it without being aware of it at all. so much can happen in a year, let alone 6 months, so why not push through? there was a time where i was happy and then 6 months passed and i was sad again, so whose to say that it can’t be the other way around? everyday’s still a struggle but maybe one day i’ll be able to look past that and see how far i’ve come ❤️🩹 #fyp #secretaccount #xyzbca #temporaryescapism #fypシ