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Crush lang kita, pero bakit sobra-sobra na tong nararamdaman ko sayo? iI kept telling myself from the very beginning that this was nothing more than a simple admiration, just a passing feeling that would fade away after some time something light and easy that wouldn’t cause any trouble to me or to anyone else. But feelings never listen to what our minds tell them, right? Slowly, little by little, without me even noticing when or how it happened, this simple liking turned into something so much bigger, deeper, and heavier than I ever expected it to be. It didn’t stay just a small thought anymore; it started filling every part of my days and even my nights. You became the first name I look for in my notifications, the first face I search for wherever I go, the reason I fix myself a little better before leaving the house, and the very last person I think about before I drift off to sleep.I tried so hard to keep it in control, to put a limit on how much I care for you, but every time I try to hold back, you do something small like send a simple message, look at me with that smile of yours, or talk to me like I matter and all my walls crumble down in an instant. Now it feels like I have crossed the line where I can no longer call it just a crush. It has grown into something that feels like my whole world revolves around you, like my mood depends entirely on how you treat me that day, and like my heart beats a little faster every single time you are near. It scares me because I know I am giving so much of myself to someone who might only ever see me as a friend or just someone they know. I am pouring all these emotions into something that might never bloom into anything real, yet I can’t seem to stop myself no matter how much I try. I find myself remembering every little detail about you the way your voice sounds when you are happy, the things you say you like and the things you don’t, even the little things you do without noticing. I carry all of them with me like they are treasures only I know about.
2026-07-22 16:58:15