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mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, narealize ko lng na, hindi ko pala kailangan ng lovelife para mabuhay or hindi maboring, kasi ngayon naapreciate ko na lahat ng nasa paligid ko nakakausap ko na lahat ng tao mapababae man or lalake na walang limitation, I can be gentleman sa lahat kahit ilang oras na hindi ako makahawak ng phone okay lng hindi na ako kinakabahan or need mag explain mag sorry kung bakit busy, I want my self to be better, better ate, better tita, better na anak, better student, hindi bilang girlfriend
2026-07-23 14:07:45
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OFFICIAL PRINCESS💞 :
should i do or... should i cry?
2026-07-24 06:25:55
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crush lang kita, pero bakit sobra-sobra na tong nararamdaman ko sayo? iI kept telling myself from the very beginning that this was nothing more than a simple admiration, just a passing feeling that would fade away after some time something light and easy that wouldn’t cause any trouble to me or to anyone else. But feelings never listen to what our minds tell them, right? Slowly, little by little, without me even noticing when or how it happened, this simple liking turned into something so much bigger, deeper, and heavier than I ever expected it to be. It didn’t stay just a small thought anymore; it started filling every part of my days and even my nights. You became the first name I look for in my notifications, the first face I search for wherever I go, the reason I fix myself a little better before leaving the house, and the very last person I think about before I drift off to sleep.I tried so hard to keep it in control, to put a limit on how much I care for you, but every time I try to hold back, you do something small like send a simple message, look at me with that smile of yours, or talk to me like I matter and all my walls crumble down in an instant. Now it feels like I have crossed the line where I can no longer call it just a crush. It has grown into something that feels like my whole world revolves around you, like my mood depends entirely on how you treat me that day, and like my heart beats a little faster every single time you are near. It scares me because I know I am giving so much of myself to someone who might only ever see me as a friend or just someone they know. I am pouring all these emotions into something that might never bloom into anything real, yet I can’t seem to stop myself no matter how much I try. I find myself remembering every little detail about you the way your voice sounds when you are happy, the things you say you like and the things you don’t, even the little things you do without noticing. I carry all of them with me like they are treasures only I know about
2026-07-22 05:53:19
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Alexaa :
crush lang kita, pero bakit sobra-sobra na tong nararamdaman ko sayo? iI kept telling myself from the very beginning that this was nothing more than a simple admiration, just a passing feeling that would fade away after some time something light and easy that wouldn’t cause any trouble to me or to anyone else. But feelings never listen to what our minds tell them, right? Slowly, little by little, without me even noticing when or how it happened, this simple liking turned into something so much bigger, deeper, and heavier than I ever expected it to be. It didn’t stay just a small thought anymore; it started filling every part of my days and even my nights. You became the first name I look for in my notifications, the first face I search for wherever I go, the reason I fix myself a little better before leaving the house, and the very last person I think about before I drift off to sleep.I tried so hard to keep it in control, to put a limit on how much I care for you, but every time I try to hold back, you do something small like send a simple message, look at me with that smile of yours, or talk to me like I matter and all my walls crumble down in an instant. Now it feels like I have crossed the line where I can no longer call it just a crush. It has grown into something that feels like my whole world revolves around you, like my mood depends entirely on how you treat me that day, and like my heart beats a little faster every single time you are near. It scares me because I know I am giving so much of myself to someone who might only ever see me as a friend or just someone they know. I am pouring all these emotions into something that might never bloom into anything real, yet I can’t seem to stop myself no matter how much I try. I find myself remembering every little detail about you the way your voice sounds when you are happy, the things you say you like and the things you don’t, even the little things you do without noticing. I carry all of them with me like they are treasures only I know about
2026-07-23 03:38:53
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kay🩷 :
crush lang kita, pero bakit sobra-sobra na tong nararamdaman ko sayo? iI kept telling myself from the very beginning that this was nothing more than a simple admiration, just a passing feeling that would fade away after some time something light and easy that wouldn’t cause any trouble to me or to anyone else. But feelings never listen to what our minds tell them, right? Slowly, little by little, without me even noticing when or how it happened, this simple liking turned into something so much bigger, deeper, and heavier than I ever expected it to be. It didn’t stay just a small thought anymore; it started filling every part of my days and even my nights. You became the first name I look for in my notifications, the first face I search for wherever I go, the reason I fix myself a little better before leaving the house, and the very last person I think about before I drift off to sleep.I tried so hard to keep it in control, to put a limit on how much I care for you, but every time I try to hold back, you do something small like send a simple message, look at me with that smile of yours, or talk to me like I matter and all my walls crumble down in an instant. Now it feels like I have crossed the line where I can no longer call it just a crush. It has grown into something that feels like my whole world revolves around you, like my mood depends entirely on how you treat me that day, and like my heart beats a little faster every single time you are near. It scares me because I know I am giving so much of myself to someone who might only ever see me as a friend or just someone they know. I am pouring all these emotions into something that might never bloom into anything real, yet I can’t seem to stop myself no matter how much I try. I find myself remembering every little detail about you the way your voice sounds when you are happy, the things you say you like and the things you don’t, even the little things you do without noticing.
2026-07-24 05:34:29
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Mahal ko sya to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing him feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know he doesn't want me to drain myself for him, i know I've said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love him. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for him, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as he's happy and he feels that someone is still choosing to stay with him no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to him, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push him away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love him so much, and with him, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, he's also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when he's having a hard time, he would still look at me the way he used to, the way he used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone he chose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel his love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about him.
2026-07-22 12:58:33
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foil method be like hewe
2026-07-22 13:09:24
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ᝯׁ֒hׁׅ֮ᥣׁׅ֪ᨵׁׅׅꫀׁׅܻ݊ :) :
mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you. never ko naman naisipan na bumitaw e.
2026-07-22 08:23:24
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Natan :
narealize ko lng na, hindi ko pala kailangan ng lovelife para mabuhay or hindi maboring, kasi ngayon naapreciate ko na lahat ng nasa paligid ko nakakausap ko na lahat ng tao mapababae man or lalake na walang limitation, I can be gentleman sa lahat kahit ilang oras na hindi ako makahawak ng phone okay lng hindi na ako kinakabahan or need mag explain mag sorry kung bakit busy, I want my self to be better, better kuya, better tito, better na anak, better student, hindi bilang boyfriend.
2026-07-23 12:18:23
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ciegogo :
sino na?
2026-07-22 12:23:14
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єѕтєя :
sakit mo naman 5 minute craft.
2026-07-21 14:22:05
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@ :
kanino na?
2026-07-21 15:05:15
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backburner. :
ung feeling na hindi ka pinili.
2026-07-22 05:09:44
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🎀 ٭˙𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘢 ˙٭ 🎀 :
Gusto kita, drei. I don't know, one month pa lang kita kilala. pero, bat ako nagiging ganto? Hindi naman ako ganto pag nagkakagusto sa isang tao, kaya kung ibahin sarili ko para lang sayo. Nagseselos ako sa mga kasama mo kahit wala akong karapatan, basta. ang alam ko sa sarili ko mahal kita. ;)
2026-07-23 05:10:54
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Nandito na mga essay
2026-07-23 02:59:59
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Yna.banana౨ৎ :
:(
2026-07-21 15:46:25
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⚛️ :
crush lang kita, pero bakit sobra-sobra na tong nararamdaman ko sayo? iI kept telling myself from the very beginning that this was nothing more than a simple admiration, just a passing feeling that would fade away after some time something light and easy that wouldn’t cause any trouble to me or to anyone else. But feelings never listen to what our minds tell them, right? Slowly, little by little, without me even noticing when or how it happened, this simple liking turned into something so much bigger, deeper, and heavier than I ever expected it to be. It didn’t stay just a small thought anymore; it started filling every part of my days and even my nights. You became the first name I look for in my notifications, the first face I search for wherever I go, the reason I fix myself a little better before leaving the house, and the very last person I think about before I drift off to sleep.I tried so hard to keep it in control, to put a limit on how much I care for you, but every time I try to hold back, you do something small like send a simple message, look at me with that smile of yours, or talk to me like I matter and all my walls crumble down in an instant. Now it feels like I have crossed the line where I can no longer call it just a crush. It has grown into something that feels like my whole world revolves around you, like my mood depends entirely on how you treat me that day, and like my heart beats a little faster every single time you are near. It scares me because I know I am giving so much of myself to someone who might only ever see me as a friend or just someone they know. I am pouring all these emotions into something that might never bloom into anything real, yet I can’t seem to stop myself no matter how much I try. I find myself remembering every little detail about you the way your voice sounds when you are happy, the things you say you like and the things you don’t, even the little things you do without noticing. I carry all of them with me like they are treasures only I know about
2026-07-22 09:06:18
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