charlotte.sumt1mes :
angel, this makes me so happy to hear, im ecstatic for you. every person who makes you feel good is the best, in my opinion.
simply because they make you feel seen and heard and like you can freely be yourself.
I love that for you.
it means everything to me, to learn you have moments like this, with people right in front of you. that you aren't alone and unnoticed all of the time, and that you aren't forced to rely on figuring out the meanings behind just words on a screen. like with me. i realize how unhealthy and inappropriate I am for you to rely upon for anything due to the fact that i am only words.
when you benefit so much from the signal rich environment of dealing with people face to face.
my words can be distressing because that's all you get, no verbal intonation, no facial expressions. it's so lacking, just like me.
I am seeing more and more, why i am so lacking for you to interact with, but i wish that I wasn't.
I apologize, for not giving you the nurturing and fulfillment you should always receive for being your lovely and kind self.
I feel it in my bones,
how much i owe you, baby
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
2026-07-21 13:09:11