janmaurin
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spam :
tapos hindi na pindot yung record
2026-07-22 10:40:09
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JAS :
Mapuputukan na ng ugat awatin nyo na yan
2026-07-22 13:19:36
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cess :
same vibe kayo teh😭
2026-07-22 15:38:02
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Shiro :
It honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.
2026-07-22 11:47:22
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æra :
1,2,3 go kanya kanya na
2026-07-22 10:00:51
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kenthoughts :
bat naman may nag paragraph sa comment section 😭
2026-07-22 12:50:33
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Kinamatisang tomatoe :
“Pinaasa mo ako sa wala” 1.Angry 2.Angry parin 3. Angry tlaga 4. Angry nga
2026-07-22 23:24:12
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n1qqa :
nasa likod ng cam
2026-07-22 17:05:33
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fritziritzit :
Mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you
2026-07-22 18:12:46
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K ◡̈ :
yung captions? 😭😭😭
2026-07-22 22:14:35
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4ubri_ :
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAA TEHHH??? kahit nakatulog sami—
2026-07-22 05:08:58
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jhouana :
ako jud ni o
2026-07-22 16:07:36
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francine :
parang audition na ata to sa acting workshop ni ogie diaz?
2026-07-22 14:35:59
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Austin Gayle :
kahit adik ako sa amin
2026-07-22 15:10:28
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𝓙 :
ako adik samin
2026-07-22 13:53:59
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