𝖻𝖺𝗎 :
i was sexually abused by a girl i grew up with, it happened on my 18th birthday at a sleepover i had with her and my best friend, i woke up to it. couldn't stop her, i just froze not knowing what to do, and i also didn't realize i was sa'd. we stayed as friends, never talked about it, even though she hinted having interest in me at times, even trying to make me jealous with guys she would talk to. eventually she stopped, until one day, she falsely accused me of sa, she told my best friend, who desperately reached out to meet and tell me about it. he saw me cry for the first time in our lives, we grew up together. at first only him and some friends of her knew, she stopped telling people the moment i managed to recover a screenshot from a conversation i had with her asking me to meet another day at her house right after she had sa'd me, to which i said no. her best friend showed screenshots of her talking about what she did to me and how she would love to repeat it. if it wasn't for those two things, i would have lost my only friend, and the little family i still have. it could have ended worse, but my mother will never know about this, and it forever left a mark in me, sometimes i still feel a pain in my heart remembering the way i walked into my home after meeting with my best friend that day, thinking my life was over, thinking this is the last time my mother and sister will greet me when i come home, as i was already planning to take my own life. thanks for allowing me the space to tell my story.
2026-08-18 04:30:29