@elizasmys: I don’t know who I am anymore. And I don’t think that it’s okay. I want to change that. I think it’s too common nowadays to just let yourself be and not think of it too much, but I don’t want that I want to be me again. I want to know myself so deeply that no one can shatter my being. I want to find that little girl again. Maybe I’ll share this journey online with you guys, maybe not. But this is what I need to do now