lil_Jerglex :
Lately, I've been feeling emotionally exhausted. It's not just physical exhaustion; it's something deeper, like I'm worn out inside from overthinking, from feeling too much, and at the same time, pretending everything is okay. Many times I smile or act normal so as not to worry anyone, but the truth is, there are moments when I feel lost, empty, or simply disconnected from everything. I keep a lot of things bottled up because I'm afraid of seeming weak, intense, or complicated, so I get used to staying silent, even though I have a million things going on inside. I always try to be there for others, to listen, support, and understand, but when I'm the one who needs help, I don't know how to ask for it. I got so used to carrying everything alone that now expressing my emotions feels strange, uncomfortable, and difficult. Sometimes I miss the person I used to be. I feel like I've gradually changed because of everything I've been through, because of disappointments, because of silences, because of moments that marked me even though I never talked about them. And even though I try to move on, there are wounds that still weigh more than I admit.
2026-08-15 22:47:46