love conquers :
Even though i was the one to break up, i cry so hard, wishing i didn’t do it, wishing i could’ve been more patient, more understanding, after break up i realised i’ve been as mean to him as he has been to me, we both have been so unfair to each other and it breaks me to know there might be no going back. I miss hearing him breathing when the night falls and everything is quiet, i miss when i was cold and he would snuggle me to keep me warm, i miss when he kissed my nose and forehead, i miss twirling his wavy hair, trying to spot pimples on his face, tell him he should shave his beard, see him flutter his eyelashes, they are so long. I hate to know that some day another girl will get to feel all the things i did, get to experience everything we also did together, if not better. It all breaks me.
2026-08-30 22:02:27