@alyson_shdn: I’ll forever mourn who I could’ve been without all the abuse #bpd #bpdawareness #MentalHealth

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noahcyrus
noah cyrus :
i keep coming back to this post. i love every single one of you who are struggling with this every day. when i was diagnosed it made so much sense… all of it.. it’s not all your fault. if anything those little children tried too hard for a kid to make things okay. i’m looking through all these pictures and i know all of us all have our own individual stories and scenarios but we still have those kids inside, that innocence and happiness inside us and it’s there. i do wish i could go back and tell my younger self don’t fight so hard. just be a kid and hug her. i feel her every now and then. i try to be more like her every day
2026-08-01 02:52:13
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valoradier
🪷 :
I can’t remember a time I wasn’t angry
2026-07-31 13:39:22
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hotandspicynoodle420
shea ⏾ :
I mourn the girl I could’ve been every single day 😭
2026-08-01 05:27:44
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bethwoloby
beth🌙🐞🧚 :
We all funny as hell tho
2026-07-27 01:09:43
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meshatjt
Mesha💚 :
“ I wanna be happy can you show me how it’s done” story of my life. 🙃
2026-08-01 20:23:56
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kaytbabyy
KT💫 :
This is exactly why I was so understanding when I was in an extremely toxic relationship w/ someone who had bpd!! Was not trying to excuse abusive behavior but it was like I could see the chemical imbalance in his eyes and knew that wasn’t in his control
2026-07-31 14:02:40
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morganguilder
Morgan :
Real. Idk how people manage to have so much control of our brains
2026-07-31 13:17:49
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scard_teddy_bear
Teddy :
I don’t even know her anymore
2026-07-26 17:16:50
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noahcyrus
noah cyrus :
i’m sorry noie
2026-07-31 21:30:31
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diamond4dove
dove 🕊️ :
U can see it in my eyes that i wasn’t used to getting dress like this and receiving gifts. I was confused and scared probably dreading going back home to my abusive stepdad and mom. 💔💔 my Grammee was my safe place.
2026-08-01 20:40:12
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bina_baybee
Bina_baybee :
she just wanted to be loved and feel safe
2026-08-01 05:54:21
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lav.mxa
ma :
poor sweet girl ☹️
2026-08-01 20:52:53
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somepretty.aqaurius
bambi :
literally.
2026-07-25 13:35:49
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_gemin3ye
eli :
was always thinking if i was normal
2026-08-01 11:12:31
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draculaura_irl_
ian 🕷️ :
he literally loved everybody so much
2026-08-01 20:32:01
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maddy62125
Maddy62125🇵🇹 :
I don’t know what I did to deserve what I received
2026-08-02 02:15:17
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destinymackay08
Destiny Mackay :
I always wonder who she would’ve been …
2026-08-01 20:06:59
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ella.b0o0
ella.b0o0 :
I feel like I’m half of who she should’ve been
2026-07-31 14:51:17
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_vmx5
𝓥 :
This comment section is full of many people who also have BPD. I don’t have it, but my husband does. I love him so much and I want you all to know you are all worthy and deserving of love, even if horrible people tried to make it seem like you’re not. They’re the bad ones, not you. You can be anything you want to be, don’t give up on treatment. You deserve a happy life, whatever life you want. Our 3 children & I love him so much
2026-08-01 01:28:32
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ntemmaraw
Ntemmonas :
we're like trauma siblings
2026-07-27 11:58:07
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thisismerying
rylee! :
Always thinking abt who I could’ve been
2026-07-31 19:56:14
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qwysa_1
no name :
I was physical abused everyday by my mom, I remember how my tiny body always had blue bruises. How she forced me to tell everyone that i just hit myself in the floor alot. How i begged my dad to not leave me left in the house alone, and how i always search for room keys to lock myself when needed. I was 5, and due to my actions and uncontrollable anger i lost everyone i loved when all i wished for was them to stay. I tried to stop, but all close people sounds like danger to me.
2026-08-01 14:01:40
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y2skank
hoot :
If only her mom picked a new lover who didn’t bully and punish her everyday during her formative years. So innocent. My mom never left her btw. She chose my “step mom” over her 8-18 year old daughter. Almost 19.
2026-08-01 03:12:32
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trippyyy_t
T🦕♌️🌺 :
I was already SA by this picture. 2003 I was 2, my first memory.
2026-08-01 06:08:55
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