truly so isolating to even try explaining this to people other than my sister
2026-07-27 00:07:52
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່ :
losing my mother caused so much pain in me, I hear her laugh then see her body laying in her casket. I remember all the details that cause so much pain in my chest.
2026-07-27 14:59:07
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justabigcitygal :
When I felt I was still too soft after I lost her, I turned colder to protect myself because the only comfort and safety I truly felt in my entire life was gone, and I had no choice but to put on a harder shell to protect myself from those near and far
2026-07-27 23:40:10
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j_m_g_02 :
My dad passed away last year and I don’t have patience for anyone except my mom and brother. I sense the smallest sense of bs I cut people off now. No explanation just blocked and I don’t look back. “Friends” showed me where I stand with them when I needed them and family members showed their true colors towards me.
2026-07-25 06:43:32
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Alli P :
I see pictures of me before it happened and I think, "she's so blissfully ignorant". and then I cry because I can't remember how to be her.
2026-07-25 15:49:38
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heid :
Ouuu this hits hard
2026-07-27 09:37:47
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cheers ᢉ𐭩 :
“But she had a mom” 😪😭
2026-07-25 18:10:36
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hey_itsmakeda :
That’s how I feel right now
2026-07-27 15:48:05
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bestflixx :
I often even feel as if I hold a hate for myself. One bred from pure jealousy. Jealous of the girl I used to be. How she smiled easily and laughed with no care in the world. How her eyes sparkled and were full of life. A girl who knew no pain greater than a small town heart break. One who never lost or had any idea what true pain felt like………she didn’t realize the beautiful gift of innocence she had …..and now I am left broken. I’ll never unsee the horrific things cancer did to my mom. I’ll never hug her again, or hear her laugh. I’ll never laugh the same and smiling feels like an impossible task. My view on life has changed and I struggle to find the beauty in most things anymore. Honestly I’m empty. I recognize all these same streets and houses but I’m lost. I’ve expericed pain that one can not simply unlearn or undo. An everlasting kind of grief that has changed me forever…….im still trying to figure out who this new version of myself is and how I possibly move forward …..but even though I’m stricken with jealously of my old self …..I’ll also miss her too ….she was the version of myself I wish I could see again
2026-07-25 05:41:23
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mosquifo :
idk why i’m so aggressive even if i feel soft and loving something builds up inside of me at the same time
2026-07-26 06:09:16
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angelasosaaaa :
My grandma was my mom & her death will forever be my biggest heartbreak
2026-07-25 08:43:31
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Naj :
sis I feel your pain 😓💔 if you need to talk, I'm here. only us girls who go through such a traumatic heartbreaking event, understand how cold and empty we feel xx
2026-07-24 16:45:32
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PeggysBarnet :
Love you Mum. Miss you Mum. I think about you every second Mum. Wait for me x
2026-07-25 12:26:57
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JessaCupofStarrs :
I have no identity and every single day is the day she died
2026-07-25 05:38:10
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Salma :
I just miss my mum ❤️
2026-07-26 04:18:11
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Lisa :
I miss who I used to be
2026-07-26 00:44:24
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Lana 🤍💫🌷 :
I lost my mom 10 years ago in October and then 3 weeks ago lost my husband. We were together 14 years 💔
2026-07-24 20:43:11
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daa2735 :
100%
2026-07-26 21:06:43
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Kailey :
Yeah exactly this
2026-07-26 04:50:53
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khemeyaq3o5 :
I really relate to this. I’m so sorry
2026-07-26 15:36:18
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zee 🐛 :
this is exactly how i feel, im sorry for the ppl i did hurt 💔
2026-07-27 18:11:45
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myka ★ :
“you changed” yeah i did because no one listens or is there like she was.
2026-07-25 23:13:18
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keira :
“but she had a mom” had.
2026-07-26 15:31:05
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