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I genuinely don’t care where I end up atp, no family, no friends, live w my bf bc my parents are drug addicts and I ended up being the one who got away, all I do is smoke sleep wake up eat, can’t get a job no matter how hard I try, my car that I got from a settlement because I got hit by a car when I was a kid which has given me life long issues, the car I got from that is about to break because I can’t afford to fix it, I have no emotional support, and I’m kinda just left to figure out everything on my own, I have no career path, I lost my cat that I got because I was severely depressed then my dad stole him from me and still won’t give him back, only to be spiteful because I moved away, I gave my parents everything I had, my money was theirs, I got my car to help my sick father because he can’t drive anymore, just for him to take all my money and abuse me mentally and physically, I have zero friends who actually gaf, my bf treats me well some days but most days no, I feel like a burden in his house, I have no one to go to when I’m having a hard time, like literally not a single soul, I feel so stuck, my family doesn’t want anything to do with me because I don’t want to give them all my money anymore and be the financial provider of the house anymore, I am 18 no parents no family connections, zero friends, no life support, I have nothing I truly care about anymore, I’m so fucking tired and I don’t care anymore
2026-08-06 09:08:54