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i love you always, and you will always have a very special, completely irreplaceable place deep inside my heart no matter where life takes us, how much time passes, or what happens to the two of us from this day forward. sobrang importante mo sakin, and because i care about your well-being and your future so much, it honestly breaks my heart into pieces to write this hshs. you deserve someone who will actually stay through everything, someone who will hold your hand tightly and never let go no matter how tough, messy, or chaotic things get. you truly deserve every good thing, every single ounce of genuine happiness, peace of mind, and all the beautiful blessings in this world because you have a good soul and a kind heart. iniisip ko rin naman na baka hindi mo lang talaga sinasadya yung mga nangyari, or baka may pinagdadaanan ka lang din kaya naging ganito tayo, and i'm giving you the benefit of the doubt kasi alam kong hindi mo naman gustong masaktan tayo. pero sana mahanap mo balang araw yung tamang tao na kayang magbigay sa'yo ng buong-buo, yung totoong pagpapahalaga, at walang katapusang pagmamahal ng walang anumang alinlangan, dahil yun naman talaga yung para sa'yo at ayokong maging hadlang para ipagkait sa'yo yun.
i am so deeply, truly sorry that i couldn't keep my promise to stay by your side until the very end like we always talked about and planned before. i'm sorry i gave up on us when things got rough, and i'm sorry i'm not man enough to stand up, fix our issues, and fight for this relationship anymore. tbh i'm just so incredibly tired na. i'm tired of constantly being the one to adjust my life, my expectations, my understanding, and my patience just to keep things afloat and peaceful, and i'm so completely exhausted from giving my absolute everything to us while i barely receive anything at all in return. napapagod na ako sa pakiramdam na ako na lang palagi yung nag-eeffort, ako na lang yung umuunawa, at ako na lang yung pumupuno sa lahat ng pagkukulang nating dalawa. +
2026-08-09 17:30:46