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hey you. i miss you:( i didn't know why i suddenly missed you though, hindi ko talaga alam. i thought naka move on na ako, but nah, who am i kidding anw. that was more than a yr, more than a yr that i was with you. galit lang pala ako. nagtampo lang pala ako. at natakot lang pala ako. kasi ayoko nang maramdaman ulit lahat ng yun, pero wala, natalo ng nararamdaman ko sayo lahat ng bakod na itinatayo ko. and now I'm scared. kasi hindi na pwede, mas komplikado. mas hindi tama, kasi hindi na lang future natin ang masasagasaan. but with that thought, a selfish thought also comes, na sana akin ka lang kahit hindi tayo. i didn't want to demand for us to wait, na samahan mo'kong tahimik na maghintay hanggang sa pwede na. kasi baka traydorin ko rin ang sarili kong mga salita. but i still want to keep you so bad. hindi naman nabawasan ang nararamdaman ko sayo. natabunan lang ng galit ko. and I'm so sorry about that. i feel sorry for us, we were too weak, too fragile, and too immature. but i miss you, sm. and i hope, you were genuine when you said you feel the same, that you feel more. bc that was the only hope i was holding onto to keep this feeling. i hope to see you again though, nakakamiss ka maging pahinga. i hope we'll be better for each other, but only God knows how will that happen. kasi kung tayo, tayo.
2026-07-26 23:09:09