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was it casual when we had broken up so many times, but somehow kept finding our way back to each other? was it casual when, even during the times we weren't together, you were still the first person i wanted to call when everything became too much? was it casual when you were the person i trusted with the parts of me i couldn't explain to anyone else? when you stayed on the phone with me during some of my lowest moments and talked me through them, even though we weren't even together at the time? when you could hear how badly i was struggling and still chose to stay, listen, reassure me, and remind me that i had reasons to keep going?
was it casual when you knew the little things about me that nobody else noticed? when you remembered things i'd said weeks or months before? when you listened to me talk about my problems, my fears, my dreams, and all the things i wanted for my future? when you made me feel like i wasn't too much for caring so deeply? when you were the person i could go to when i needed someone to understand me without making me explain every single thing?
was it casual when you became the person i prayed for? when you were someone i genuinely thanked life for bringing into mine? when i started imagining a future with you without even realizing how attached i'd become to the idea of us? when ten months didn't feel like ten months because of everything we experienced together?
was it casual when we broke up and i still couldn't stop caring about you? when you were hurting and i still wanted you to be okay? when you had your own problems and i still wanted to make things easier for you? when we kept forgiving each other, missing each other, coming back to each other, and trying again because neither of us seemed ready to completely let go?
2026-08-17 04:28:45