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God knows how much I didn’t wanna let you go that night. I wanted to stay, I wanted to hold on, and honestly, part of me still wishes things turned out differently for us. Ang hirap pala talaga when you know you have to let go of someone you still care about so much.
I miss you, MJ. I miss the little things, our conversations, the way you made me feel, and even the random moments na parang walang meaning before pero ngayon, I’d give anything to experience them again. Sometimes I still catch myself wanting to tell you something, tapos I remember na hindi na tayo tulad ng dati.
I’m not writing this to make you feel guilty or to ask you to come back. I just want you to know that what we had meant so much to me. You were someone I genuinely loved, and kahit hindi naging perfect yung story natin, I’ll always be grateful na naging part ka ng life ko.
Maybe someday, we’ll both be okay enough to look back without hurting. Maybe we’ll become strangers again, or maybe we’ll still somehow find our way back to each other. I honestly don’t know.
But if you ever wonder if I cared, if I ever loved you, or if letting you go was easy for me, the answer is no. It was never easy.
I hope you’re doing okay, MJ. I hope life is treating you gently. And kahit hindi na ako yung taong kasama mo through everything, I’ll always wish the best for you.
I still miss you more than I probably should. Iloveyoualways, meldrick :)
2026-08-24 12:54:20