ℯ ℴ 𝓁 𝒽 𝒞 :
Hi, Cane² koo Kumusta ka na? I honestly don’t know if you’ll ever see this or if you’ll even care enough to read it, but I still wanted to say everything properly, kahit ngayon lang. Ang tagal na rin since the last time we talked, and sometimes I still find myself thinking about how different things could’ve been if I had only done things right.
I know hindi naging perfect yung story natin. In fact, maybe I was one of the reasons why it ended before we could even see where it could’ve gone. I wasn’t consistent. I wasn’t brave enough to say what I really felt, and there were so many moments when you needed reassurance from me but all I gave you was silence. I thought you would always be there, so I didn’t realize how much I was slowly hurting you until you finally started letting go.
After you left, saka ko talaga naintindihan yung mga bagay na dati kong binabalewala. I started remembering all the little moments where I could have chosen you better, listened more, reassured you more, and simply made you feel that you mattered. Ang sakit isipin na kailangan ko pang mawala ka bago ko maintindihan kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin. I wish I had realized it sooner. I wish I had loved you in a way that made you feel safe instead of making you question where you stood in my life.
I’m genuinely sorry, cane Sorry sa mga pagkakataong pinaramdam ko sayo na hindi ka enough. Sorry for being inconsistent, for the promises I couldn’t keep, and for the times na pinili kong manahimik kahit alam kong kailangan mo lang naman maramdaman na nandyan ako. You deserved someone who was certain about you, someone who would choose you without making you wonder if you were worth choosing. And I know I failed to be that person.
I’m not sending this because I expect you to come back. Hindi rin ako humihingi ng second chance. I just want you to know that I finally understand the things I failed to understand before. You mattered to me more than I ever knew how to express, and even though I realized it too late, I’ll always be grateful that I got to know you and be a part of your life, even for a short time.
Maybe someday, our paths will cross again. And if that day ever comes, I hope you
2026-08-27 20:29:42