Jessie🦻QueenofThreads :
Tired, so frking tired of fighting windmills and lies, you can't imagine how Tired to go almost comateuze or zombie...I live..I breath..I talk..eat, drink, but I just sit here, in my home, no one to visit, no one to have over, I have to choose the rotten or nothing at all...I am Tired of thinking what ifs, regrets to my kids, holding in my anger, repressing emotions, not even a simple thing as listen to music of the past because that opens a can of worms that is the past emotionally, numbing with ad, apshychotics, just crawling to the next day..yeah I'm tired of second guessing, doubting myself every interaction with another human, don't get me started on beliefs, I'm T I R E D of the world resisting me being in it, like everything is still influenced by my mother who hates me from the start, I can't win the acceptance from what ever is this world
2026-07-26 21:37:05