@tuvecinadeallado: I lost myself because I confused survival with identity. Before 2019, I barely existed online. Then I separated, needed money, created an alter ego—and somehow built a business from my phone. It was exciting. Then, in one week, I lost two Instagram accounts with 600,000 followers between them. And something changed. I rebuilt—but now I was creating from fear. More accounts. More content. More reach. More clicks. More money. More, more, more. Until my online life became the main event…and my actual life became something happening vaguely in the background. I was making money again, but I had become a content machine. And underneath the performance, there was still one question: Who the fuck am I and what do I actually want? I’m still crossing that bridge. But now I can see the other side. It’s called Conscious Desire. Because desire isn’t something to suppress or perform. It’s the life inside you pointing towards what is true. And perhaps the way back to life begins by finally listening to it.

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