enjiqt :
Kira,
I like you. I really do. The first time I saw you gaan kaykog pamati sa imoha although there were times na makahuna-huna ko nga intimidating ka. I always wait for your mydays just for me to know you because I'm afraid of taking the first move. I lied when I asked you for a job to help a friend because my true agenda is to get close to you and I'm glad it somehow worked. Those times nga nagkatabi ta bisan pag busy ka, thank you for letting me show my affection towards you, halata man gud and I know you are aware but still let me. Actually given naman na sa simple nga "chat mate" rako kutob but I tried to become someone that can possibly climb and get to see your unpolished and true self, to become someone you can rely on and dili ka mailang na ipakila and iexpress imohang true feelings. I won't judge you for being so tough because I know you do not want it at all but you're forced to do things and even if you do not show it or say it to me, you've been through a lot. You already gave me the idea that you are not ready but I insisted. Now that I'm here, although I cannot send this message directly to you, I like you, Chaquira. And everything that I have said, shown and acted, dili to bakak and dili nako kaya nga binuangan ka because like any girls, you deserve to be treated well. Every song that I play reminds me of you and the possibility that we could be something in the future. I'd like to thank you as well for being nice to me although you cannot reciprocate and it is my fault for dragging this for so long until sa ga doubt kana sa intentions nako. Siguro kulang pa or I'm fumbled because I'm having doubts and did not take a step in and enter the door kay ana man ka nga you have goals to achieve that's why I thought I should hold back and proceed to a slow agonizing pace that I think led you to think that I'm not that serious and I'm so sorry for being that pathetic. Lastly, thank you for letting me be "me" and wala ka gapasakit ug tao and once in a blue moon ra tawn ko magkagusto ug tawo and I'm happy na ikaw ang tao nga napili sa dughan nako. I wish you the best and I hope na ang mga handom nimo, malab-ot man nimo and as I always say, ingat.
-Niel
2026-08-05 20:03:20