Alxandra 🐈⬛ :
How can I be like this if your family feels shame and told lies to people and their own families bc you went ( more like running away since they didn’t let me go and laughed at me during one week and thought I was okay theatre) abroad not only for the work program but bc you know yr family is a dysfunctional christian family and you went to seek peace and happiness..? Now abroad you started taking care of you, eat well ,started to build your faith ..while being there you block them, they get in contact with the manager of the program hack your acc , try to stop the contract, send msg and vocals in the group family (that you created so we can be more united) crying and insulting then sweet talk,back to insulting you ; 2 times they came abroad and police was involved the 3rd and last time you decide to try to reconcile with them so they can see/understand you. Before and During their stay you pray to God to change their hearts . their last day, they take you to eat and go for a hike ( we never did this never had vacations like normal people do) so you trust them go in the car they drive but you have this gut feeling that they are taking home even tho you told them that you have one more month left. You speak up and they laugh ,you cry, disappointed bc you gave them one more chance and they broke it. Not gonna talk about the whole ride it was horrible and violent. Now home since Monday night 2am , crying and they expect me to have changed bc I was abroad relaxing( I was working everyday had to wake up at 6am just to be there at 9:30 and buses were each hour and late ) and want me to apologise for feeding lies . While I was there they didn’t even supported me financially cuz I knew that later they would talk about it and yeah they blame for their pain , sleepless nights,the lies that they feed people ,spending money of coming back and forth and sleeping awful on a hotel room that was meant for one or a couple ( parents + 3 grown up siblings) . Tell me how ???
2026-07-29 12:07:49