✨Madge✨ :
Looking back through the years, I realize that I hid and camouflaged so many symptoms. For my dyslexic traits, I applied certain strategies so people couldn't tell that I struggled with reading and my sense of direction, and I still use some of those reading strategies occasionally when I can't decipher a particular word. For my autistic traits, I'd suppress stimming and pretend I wasn't experiencing sensory overload. For my CP, I'd wear baggy pants, loose dresses, and skirts. I'd try not to give in to fatigue while maintaining bodily composure—I still do this when making content. Some with conditions such as CP have specific physical mannerisms, such as subtle physical swaying and difficulty maintaining physical control; I have this as well. I hid all of this, hence the wild exhaustion. As for "mild," I don't use that term to describe autism; I usually say levels one, two, or three to convey the degree of support needs. My sibling is diagnosed, but these terms were not widely used during our time, though they would be classified as a Level 3 using this reference.
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