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lostinvrtual399 :

to my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.

ayami :

What's the point of missing someone who's already making new memories with someone new, while you're still living in the ones you shared.

yohan.wav :

+1 syug!

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mamiss ko ayaw kulang bumalik uusad nalang

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I've been avoidant for him, dati mahal ko siya higit pa sa sobra, and i'm so bad kasi naging avoidant ako. palagi ko na lang siya nasasaktan, na dati kaya kong ibigay assurance na gusto niya, pero ngayon sa tuwing hinihingi niya sa akin ang assurance na gusto niya. hindi ko mabigay-bigay, at ngayon we separated na, ngayon ko lahat na realize na iba pala talaga siya mag mahal, nag bulaglagan siya wag lang ako mawala. ngayon siya na yung nawala sa aming dalawa, i miss him, pero masaya na kami sa kaniya-kaniya naming buhay, and i'm happy for him.

✞︎ :

nakakadik mga ganito hahaha

user01753901 :

8 months rin yon hahaha

potatorato :

di man lang na acknowledge na gustong gusto ko sya

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Gabb :

mapanakit haa

dree :

Malthus :

number one ko ngayong 10pm 🥀

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Ohh ako paba?

ricsxn :

second

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pwede mamiss piro bawal balikan.