I’m the youngest of my family and yeah you probably think “oh you are the youngest you had it the easiest” but that’s what they see cause it’s what is expected. What they don’t see is how lonely it is from parents expecting you to be happier than the others and the siblings hating you more for being the “lucky one”. It started to weigh on me that it’s hard to turn to my family for emotional help cause it feels like I can’t talk to them. And as the youngest it doesn’t help that it makes me feel like my problems are shit compared to the problems they could have. So I just bottle things to the point when I feel something too hard i can only say “i don’t know” I hate it cause it’s made me angry and distant and even those I do trust like my closest friends barely hear from me and my issues. I have one friend who I’ve ever told my true feelings and mental issues about and I’m glad to have them.
2026-07-30 03:28:41
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LAW007POW :
wait so i might have alexithymia?
2026-07-30 00:38:47
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Pinchen27! :
What if I shrug my shoulders to a question someone asks is that part of alexithymia
2026-07-29 22:14:39
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Offsky :
when i was younger I used to cry in my room weekly like balling my eyes out crying. one day mom walks in on me crying and she asked me why I was crying. I my throat when I tried to talk started burning, I couldn't answer anything but I don't know. after I answered I don't know she told me to stop crying unless you find a reason to cry and left.
2026-07-29 14:00:16
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Matrix :
I cry randomly dude over things not normally cried over, idk I feel like my mind is just constantly overstimulated
2026-07-29 14:54:29
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ʚIzzyɞ :
My mom would laugh at me or get angry and scream at me when I cried
2026-07-30 09:42:24
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umi pelik :
thx for teeling/ explain it to me.
2026-07-31 12:59:55
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nothing :
why did I get described again😭😭
2026-07-31 15:49:58
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Atlas ;3😝 :
Wait why do I relate
2026-07-31 14:54:27
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M♛K :
can you talk about limerence
2026-07-31 18:00:03
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danteh like coffee :
I got it from family Trauma
2026-07-31 07:48:03
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яυкα`۶ৎ ᥫ᭡ :
This made me cry, btw🤧
2026-07-31 12:56:21
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𝐵𝓇𝓎𝓃𝓁𝑒𝑒 :
2026-07-31 01:18:53
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GXST0✝️🇭🇷 :
i feel like this describes my girlfriend pretty well. everytime she says idk i know she knows so i try to guide her to what she was thinking about. sometimes it doesn’t work and that fine and i leave it alone and she figures ut out on her own. i’m so proud of her and im gonna keep helping her each and everyday
2026-07-29 17:26:21
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Jejiya🇭🇷 :
yh... idk what I feel.
2026-07-29 13:06:16
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Raven Bird :
let us have a toast my friend.
2026-07-30 12:23:10
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ThatOneMonkey :
“why are you sad” I don’t know.
2026-07-31 13:18:34
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⃟ :
ts needs to be om facebook
2026-07-30 07:45:27
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loogie :
Cus I can’t
2026-07-31 21:51:04
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🌺Arthur Morgan🐴 :
I watch these videos and learn something new about myself every time I
2026-07-31 00:21:32
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@ghost_28 :
this is spot on, and I used to be like this, but now I'm like off and on with this and emotional numbness, like I feel nothing and everything at the same time and I don't understand
2026-07-30 15:35:48
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