BAD MAN WITH A GOOD HEART 🎭🖤 :
For weeks! I keep seeing Ferra everywhere I went to. He’s a young lad I met while in my first year, I was nice to him when we first met, I assisted with a lot. Months later he travelled home to hustle, man came back loaded, he fed me, clothed me and do what brothers do just because of my gestures in our early days towards him. I had no other friends because I’m antisocial and lives with trauma. Man is a man of everyone, despite that, he never leave my side for a sec despite that we live different lifestyles. It never affect our friendship, after year 2 exam he travelled home to hustle as usual, he got back from work, felt tired and decided to rest, he never wake up from this sleep. 3 months after his death, I still never believe my brother is gone! It is when we resumed and I didn’t see Ferra around me was when it hit me Ferra is no more, I cried for days, I stopped attending classes because every day bring back his memories. I only attended important classes for either test or exam till I finished. Up till this moment I never for once thought I would live this life without Ferra. We made great plans, he has the zeal and energy, I have the brain. Life has never been the same since he left. Dear Ferra, may the heavens be fair, just, gentle and kind to you cus that’s just who you are. It’s been 5 yrs and I never for once move on from the pain of losing you brother. I couldn’t reach out to your siblings and parents because I don’t even know how to look em. Especially lil bro and mom, I can’t. Rest easy champ.🥹🕊️
2026-07-30 14:03:16