my mine kisah aku, the fact that i wish to find god in despair was a suffocating truth while myself never find him at my happiest moment completely change my point of view of "iman ku" i never really find religion interesting as i was born in a neutral household who's accept what i felt and it's amazing that i was born with such privilege. i still wanted to believe in god yet i doubt his being's and never really felt the connection but when the i hit a massive storm of problems what i do is pray that ill believe him but end up all i do was spitting nonsense.. i hope i can find my way back home to god himself and ask forgiveness for doubting him [weep]anywayy kakk ur writing was so good, kayak wake up call for me who's struggle on this topics & its a very strong words you use as it make the emotion felt more real <33 may we found our way and peace
2026-08-01 11:45:16
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J :
so well written
2026-07-31 14:50:46
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sha 🎹🪽 :
sooo well written <3
2026-07-31 08:06:10
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hyacintears :
playing the song until it gets to "500 miles from my home" because tuhan is my home but where are You now?
2026-07-31 16:13:29
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jahe :
oh you did not.. hold my hand...
2026-08-01 07:47:52
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ren.jpg :
kak? mewek bgt anjg. gua kira poetry ternyata my kisah gue😭 thank you for this kak, maybe its for yourself tapi ini benar2 menyentuh hati bagi aku yang masih ingin kembali kepada Tuhan. all of my "cursed" prays for all of us.
2026-07-31 21:58:18
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e𝐋 :
sensitive topic for me
2026-08-01 02:16:56
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dear, death :
well written ❤️
2026-07-31 15:46:59
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shewontknows :
oh....... :(
2026-07-30 15:05:01
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oosawa :
this broke me
2026-07-30 16:00:18
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unkoalafied :
punya meds ga? mau berteman di medium dan membaca yang banyak pls...
2026-07-31 13:14:12
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ice :
PEAK WRITING!!! btw, ini kamu bikinnya pake apk apa kakk??
2026-07-31 11:37:30
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princess 🍓🌀 :
ah.. always love this kind of poetry i'm sure even God gonna be smiling softly because of this karena mempertanyakan artinya masih ada rasa percaya dengan keberadaan Tuhan, it's a really good work kakk kereen! 💖
2026-07-30 18:08:24
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ubiumbian :
misal tulisan kita ngga formal nggapapa kan yh? soalnya aku diejek ggra tulisan ku di medium, katanya jelek. pdhl aku nulis itu sebatas mengeluarkan isi hatiku😔😔
2026-08-01 08:28:01
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thankeyfa06 :
bagus bgt kakk🔥
2026-07-30 14:45:45
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ale :
lagi di fase ini ngelihat tulisan ini ngebuat hati kecilku tambah sedii :'(
2026-08-01 01:53:30
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zucha :
2026-07-31 02:26:09
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𝓡𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓮 :
udh kakk ak gakuaddd😭
2026-08-01 01:44:00
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zraa_valdez (Nico's sister) :
Terima kasih tulisannya ka, ya ampun ngena banget 🥺❤
2026-08-01 05:39:56
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deadas :
sedih bgt :[
2026-07-31 16:33:29
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for the love of [ taesan ] :
sedih
2026-07-31 12:05:29
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clover :
2026-08-01 13:41:57
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pioo :
kisah yang mungkin anda kenal:'
2026-08-01 12:57:14
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azkaa :
kak.. it's so DEG in me 😫😫
2026-08-01 15:20:41
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