Kitty♪ :
NO. Even if we make up and end up as friends, I will never accept him, I fought so hard for us, put communication first as much as I had problems with confrontation, played the role of the guilty even in things I didn't even know I did that would hurt him, and even after being afraid for months of accidentally making him feel upset, he dumps me bcz his friends said I was cheating on him with a friend I made, because clearly he can't trust me to jokingly ask a friend for a kiss then have us both push each other calling the other gay and playful banter, I can't believe it that he wouldn't trust me, that the one time I let myself go to have some small fun with someone, when me and that friend knew we'd never date, that he'd just dump me over rumors. he didn't even see it happen himself. then he has the guts to say I hurt him on purpose, fuck him. I don't have to be afraid of making connections anymore, I don't have to walk around eggshells just for him. and I don't have to carry him emotionally like I'm a wheelchair. I trusted him enough to know nothing that he could ever say to someone else would be cheating, because I knew he'd never cheat on me, and I told him if he ever did want someone else to just tell me. I can't believe after all the fucking effort we put in, he didn't even have the guts to ask me what had happened, he just dumped me, he just RAN.
2026-07-31 16:01:41