@llfocus: — Haha, so you do it too, right. Live through a million sharp little scenarios in your own head, just so it hurts less when the real thing actually happens. — Do I do that. — I mean, doesn't everyone. Isn't that just how people prepare for things. You imagine the worst version of a conversation in advance so the real one can't catch you off guard. — I don't think that's how it works for most people, no. — Oh. — Yeah. — Huh. Okay. That's, uh. That's kind of a lot to sit with actually, finding that out mid-sentence. — Why, what's it like for you. — I don't know how to describe it like it's unusual, because to me it's just Tuesday. I run the argument before it happens. I run the goodbye before anyone's said they're leaving. I run the rejection, fully, with dialogue, complete with how my face would probably look while it's happening, and I do this constantly, for things that are maybe a five percent chance of ever occurring. — And that's supposed to protect you. — That was the theory. If I already lived through the worst version in my head, then the actual worst version, if it happens, would just feel like something I'd already survived once. Old news. Manageable. — Does it work. — I used to think so. Now I'm not sure. I think what actually happens is I just get hurt twice. Once in the version that only I know about, and then again for real, if it ever comes. And the first one doesn't cushion the second one at all. It just means I've been quietly grieving things that mostly never happened. — That sounds exhausting. — It is. I just didn't know there was another way to be, honestly, until right now, hearing you say "no?" like it wasn't obvious. Like maybe some people actually just wait for things to happen before they let themselves feel them. — Yeah. Most people, I think. — Well. Fuck. That's genuinely new information. #щп #щитпост

1349 :

а у вас тоже все эмоции из сценария переносятся на ваше настроение

глазныCHREBух :

оно никогда не помогает

психически здоров :

всмысле нет?

0 :

все равно будет больно

Saya Is You? :

Я делал это так часто что могу предугадывать диалоги и когда они начнутся

deshevyaminetchitsa_1337 :

Не бойся, я тоже

veingwap :

дап

Sopla :

Потом еще хуже станет, когда в реальность возвращаешься

not :

🥹

Сумасшедший слоник :

но они никогда не сбываются

kuniseks :

Ч :

‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ￴￴￴￴￴ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ :

да

Yxxcvv134 :

￴￴￴Амбасадор ларпа :

lllink! :

Women... :

коротко проживаешь всю боль заранее сразу чтобы вечно не было больно, даже если ещё ничего не случилось, приводит к выгоранию, эмоциональному истощению логика/пример: лучше получить один огромный шар снега чем сто снежков со временем

Виталик :

Репостить или забыть у себя в мыслях и молча листать ленту, такой ведь вопрос ты себе задаешь коментатор?

даже мне не :

чего блять

03:15 :

люблю перед сном пофантазировать о лучшем, жаль что в жизни я просто ною в интернете и фапаю каждый день

♠️♥️♣️♦️ :

@мариванна

mewmii :

😁😁😁

Asteria :

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nmffsm :

🌷🌷🌷

sacrifice :

😁😁😁